Success!

Day 1: 50 cal

Day 2: fasting

Tomorrow I am thinking about intaking between 50-100 cal, but I'll fast if I don't feel hungry. Drinking a lot of water/tea really is the trick. I've been drinking at least 1 litre of water everyday, sometimes more. It keeps my stomach full, and the urge of picking up something and shoving it in my mouth under control. 

Talk to you girls tomorrow,

KEEP STRONG!!

Lots of love

xx

Mischievous me, teehee!

Awake for 12 hours, and no food in this mouth. Also, arranged things so that my family thinks I am having dinner with my boyfriend, while my boyfriend thinks he is picking me up after a family's dinner! :)) 

If I don't screw things up before bed, today will be one successful fasting day!

THIS CAN SEEM VERY STUPID BUT...

Is it really true that you can GAIN WEIGHT 

by SMELLING FOOD?

(It seems completely unrealistic, I know, but Google is telling me that it is possible! WTF!)

DAY 2

Let's see how it goes. The goal is fasting, but I might have to eat something during dinner again... Fortunately my mom is going away to San Diego for 5 days, from Wednesday to Monday, and no one else cooks in this house. Lets just hope that this means each one of us will be on our own, instead of meaning that my dad will take us to a pizza place everynight!

I am so nervous for my AP Environmental Test tomorrow!

Dinner with family

- Two pieces of grilled squash.
I don't think it got to like, 50 cal, so it's totally fine.

My excuse: already ate with my friend.

Awesome!

So far so good. 

Fasting is going great!

I am sorry

I know I have been gone for a while. Things got pretty crazy lately. But I am back on track. From now until June 15 there will be little to no food in this mouth. Why June 15? Because that is in a month and a half, and I thought that was a pretty good deadline to start with. So between now and then it will be fasting or 250 cal days everyday. I am highly motivated, and super determined. Watch me lose all this fat girls. Just watch me!

The Scale

Today it says 130lbs. I think it might have been right yesterday... Thank God I fasted. And I am fasting again today. My sister is baking cookies, but I am leaving for the library before they are ready. I will be there until 5, and then the friend that took me to the museum yesterday is picking me up to go get some dinner and hang out. I expect to be back home around 11, which is time to go to bed. As you can see, no time to eat!

Fasting - the first successful day

Finally a successful day! I didn't eat anything and all I drank was water, 1 diet coke and tea! I managed to do this by leaving the house around 10 this morning and coming back at 6 (I went to a museum with this friend of mine!), telling my mom I had already eaten, and reading an interesting book 'til now. Tomorrow I am leaving again around noon to go study in the local library, and I think I might meet a group of friends around dinner time, so that I can keep my mind off food!

Help

I am writing while crying. Something has happened but I don't know what. Today the scale said 133. How is that possible? How can I possibly have gained 4 pounds since yesterday? I don't understand... Could the scale be broken? Could I have read my weight wrong yesterday? Something is wrong but I don't know what. I wanna be skinny and pretty..

Let me share some THINSPIRATION

Plans plans plans

Okay, so some of you have asked me for how long I am thinking about going without food (aka fasting). My plan is to fast until Easter, which is this Sunday. That would be 4 days of fasting. 

Has anyone here done that in the past? If so, can you please share your experience? How was it, besides the obvious? I am used to muscle pain and feeling cold, but is there something else I should know? 

So far, so good...

It's past dinner time and I haven't eaten anything at all. 

This first day of fasting might very well turn out to be successfull!

I AM SO EXCITED

So, after yesterday's binge (2000 cal+) I thought that today I would be a total monster! Turns out that I only gained a pound. This is such a relief. I am at 129 now. I am going to fast for a couple of days, still. Eating that much yesterday made me feel extremely dizzy today. Food is a poison!!!    

Announcement

I binged tonight. It was bad. So bad that one day of fasting won't solve it. So I am going to fast for some time. Actually I doubt I will be hungry for a while since I ate so much today. I am very disgusted and ashamed of myself, so I won't be coming back here for a couple of days. I plan on coming again on the weekend, hopefully with better news. I am really sorry girls. Really, really sorry.

Negative Calorie Foods = true or false?

Do you believe in such a thing? 

Let me know your feelings!

More food

- 1 Nature Valley Granola Thin, Dark Chocolate = 80 cal

- 5 Eating Right peeled baby-cut carrots = 35 cal

- 1 Slice of reduced fat cheese (Alpine Lace, 25% Reduced Fat Provolone) = 60 cal 

Total meal: 175 cal

Total today: 255 cal

Calories left: 45 cal

No, I am not proud of myself. The amount of calories in this meal isn't bad, but the amount of fat in is (12-14% daily requirement).

I'll never be 100 pounds. Never.

Good Morning Sunshine :)

Today at 3pm I am officially on vacation - Spring Break, finally! I have two major tests today for which I didn't really study since my obsession with losing weight doesn't really leave me time to think about anything else. But you know what? I don't care! All I care about is that Spring Break is coming... time to relax, sleep in and lose enough weight to impress my friends when I go back to school.

Let's try another 300 cal day.

Breakfast: Dannon Fight & Fit Yogurt (Vanilla) = 80 cal.

So far, so good!

According to my calculations...

I had 330 cal today (max):

- 80 from the yogurt in the morning

- 100 from the cookie (please Lord, make it so that it didn't have more than that!)

- 150 from the plums (since I ended up eating a little more)

The goal was 300 though, meaning that I have failed. However, I did work out a little today, so I think I burnt those 30 extra cal. Also, I am pushing all my values up, so it is possible that I actually had less calories than these.

Anyway, tomorrow is Day 4 so I should have 400 cal! Nevertheless, I am thinking about cutting it down to 300 :) 

I wanna be skinny so so bad.