See y'all tomorrow

Ok guys, I am going to go to bed now. I am not quite sleepy yet so I'll just watch stuff on Netflix until I get tired (which shouldn't take long anyway, I am off my pills today remember?). I will come back tomorrow. Keep strong on your diets! It's all gonna pay off! Also, please don't forget to drink a lot of water and tea! Those are calorie-free and keep your hunger away while hydrating you! They are your best friends!

Note to whom might be concerned (very important)

It just came across to me that someone might find this blog unintentionally and think that I am very sick. I am not sick. I am not anorexic. I don't see my body out of proportion. I know when to stop! I am just restraining myself a little bit and following this diet until I lose my extra 30 pounds. After that I'll come back to my very normal eating habits (SLOWLY of course! I will not want to gain every single pound back!) What I am trying to tell you is that I don't intent to spend the rest of my life counting calories! I just want to lose this extra weight, and be happy! It shouldn't take to long anyway! Everything is gonna be fine so please don't worry about me. Plus, I am thinking about buying some supplements, some vitamins and calcium, you know? I want to make sure my body has everything it needs to function well! :)

You can't get the best of me!

I was forced to join my family at the dinner table tonight, they didn't buy my "not-feeling-so-well" act. Fortunately, they were so engaged in whatever they were talking about that they didn't notivce that all I ate was a couple of lettuce leaves! For those who don't know, lettuce is a negative calorie vegetable (which means that we use more calories to digest it then it actually contains!) so it's all good! Eating this will actually help me burn some extra calories, and now I am not hungry anymore! Everybidy wins!! 

Hurray for lettuce!

You gotta be kiddin' me!

My mom is making pizza for dinner! Gosh, what is wrong with her? Doesn't she see that it will only make her fat and greasy and horrible looking? 

... I will just tell her I don't feel right and skip dinner altogether! I wasn't intending to eat anyway!

The Punishment

In order to punish myself for this morning's stupidity (the crepe, in case you forgot!) I made the following decisions:

a) I won't eat anything else today.

b) I won't take any of my diet pills until tomorrow.

It is really hard to deal with my hunger without my diet pills, but I need something to remind me that I can't be as careless as I was this morning. I need to lose weight, and stupid crepes with cheese and fried ham are...

... definitely NOT gonna help me look like this!

Oops!

Last night I went clubbing!! I left my house at around 10 pm and got back home around 2.30 am. I am pretty sure all my crazy dancing burnt all of yerterday's pizza carbs! Plus, I didn't drink any alcohol in order not to ingest any other calories. I was really pround of myself! And I was even prouder when I woke up this morning at 8 and realized that I hadn't eaten anything for the last 14h! I wasn't even hungry!

But then it happened...

Since today was a late start day, my friends picked me up and took me out for breakfast. I couldn't refuse to eat (they would think something was wrong with me and I really don't want to call any attention to my new eating habits!) so I ended up having a small bowl of seasonal fruit (strawberies, banana, melon and grapes) and a crepe with swiss cheese and ham! Yes, I know!! A CREPE WITH CHEESE AND HAM! How many freaking cals do you think that was? Because I am pretty sure it was over the 500 I was supposed to ingest today, which means that I screwed up again!