Thursday, April 21, 2011

Fasting - the first successful day

Finally a successful day! I didn't eat anything and all I drank was water, 1 diet coke and tea! I managed to do this by leaving the house around 10 this morning and coming back at 6 (I went to a museum with this friend of mine!), telling my mom I had already eaten, and reading an interesting book 'til now. Tomorrow I am leaving again around noon to go study in the local library, and I think I might meet a group of friends around dinner time, so that I can keep my mind off food!

Help

I am writing while crying. Something has happened but I don't know what. Today the scale said 133. How is that possible? How can I possibly have gained 4 pounds since yesterday? I don't understand... Could the scale be broken? Could I have read my weight wrong yesterday? Something is wrong but I don't know what. I wanna be skinny and pretty..