Now I ordered pizza. 

Fuck my life.

So yeah

So much for the last post. I *kinda* started binging on dairy (chesse, milk, butter) and on those fitness cereal but was able not to do something too stupid. I don't think I hate TOO much, but I am worried that it will stay in my body for a long time since I am not planning on eating any time soon.

Almost a week gone without too many slips

Last night I ate a slim piece of bread with some butter. Today I ate some low fat cheese. Those were the two "big" slips of this week. I think it's been pretty good and I hope I can keep up. I haven't been counting the calories because I have barely been eating. I think I'm somewhere in between 100-300 cals a day, though. 

Week values:

SW: 141 pounds.

CW: 130 pounds

So I lost 11 pounds so far. I am really really scared that I will give in to my hunger and eat, especially now that college has started! My big motivation is that I am the heaviest of all my closest friends. One of them weights 97 pounds! She is a lot shorter than me, I must admit but still... she is a great inspiration.

Please let me be strong...